My abuela—my grandma—used
to talk to me about God," Ben said, lowering
his eyes again. "She took me to Mass every week. I really liked going to
church when I was a kid, even though a lot of my friends told me there was no
such thing as God. When my abuela died, I decided they were right. At least, I
tried to believe it. Sometimes I'm not so sure. Sometimes it's like I can still
hear my abuela telling me about Jesus and heaven...."
His voice trailed off, and Jon
waited. When Ben spoke again, his voice was thick. "Do you think she was
right?" he asked. "I mean, that there really is a God and a
heaven?" "Yes," Jon said. "I believe your grandmother was
right. There really is a God, and there really is a heaven."
Ben raised his head, his dark eyes
glistened with tears. He made no attempt to brush them away. "Do you think
she's there ... in heaven?" Jon
nodded. "I'm sure she is," he answered. "And ... I'm sure my Dougie is too." Ben
looked surprised. "Somebody who died from drugs? In heaven?"
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