This morning, in the first few moments of consciousness from nightmares about her son dying, Stevie dabbed her eyes and nose with a tissue and ruminated on these words: I know the
doctors did everything they could. But did I do everything I could before he reached the hospital? Stevie knew better than to evaluate her parenting at a vulnerable moment like this. Even minor flaws and failures appeared monstrous to her. But she could not completely quell recurrent
yearnings for a second chance with her son. Other parents made much worse
mistakes and their children survived. She knew she could do better if only she
had another opportunity.
A hot shower, a cup of coffee, and several minutes reading her Bible and praying always helped clear Stevie's head after a rough night. At the top of her prayer list this morning were Shawna and Collin, who were in Newport, Oregon, with their father. Stevie welcomed a week to be alone and get some work done, but her maternal concern for Shawna and Collin had risen a notch since Jon's disturbing statement about Juanita Dunsmuir. Stevie prayed that the kids' minds would be protected from any strange ideas their father might try to plant.
Some Christians at my college challenged me to prove that the Bible was not accurate. As a skeptic, I spent 2 years trying to do this, and concluded that the Bible that we have today describes accurately what was said and done 2000 years ago. When I then read the Bible, I saw that God wanted a personal relationship with me. I want you to see that God also wants a personal relationship with you, one that you can depend upon in your life.
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Prayers of Protection
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